Should I Stay or Should I Go?
I am becoming increasingly reluctant, in my oldening age, to leave the house. Almost every morning that I have nothing scheduled, I feel the yearning to see different sights. But once I start thinking about which sights, I don't feel like abandoning the house. It's not that I have foregone my love of travel, or that I hate to step foot outside. I still love to dream about going far from here, about getting in the car and just driving. Some days I decide to go an hour's drive from here, and do so. But the action of closing the door behind me and getting in the car is becoming more difficult. I almost feel as if I don't want to go. I feel almost guilty for leaving the house. Oh, I do have a very nice time wandering around, and seeing old and new places. It's that the inertia is becoming more difficult to overcome. I begin to understand my mother when she would refuse to go out, saying that she was very happy to stay home. There is one good reason to limit unn